I have a mindset of a child

I really do. I make excuses.
I do not take responsibilities. I do not work.

My bad feeling is the result of me being small

I am sad. I need to let her know I am sad.
I was so small.
I was too small.
I was small.

I was without love.

Work

In the contemporary money culture, to be at leisure, to be idle is to be irrelevant.

Why I need to wait to work

That is stupid. That is stupid.

I must be successful to help others

I must work.

I am normal now

I must change. I must forget all the thing passed.

Change

I need to change the way I treat her.